restless. . .

felt so restless
and disappointed
i feel lyke crying
but dunnoe y tears just don't roll . . .
i dunno, i really dunno
this feeling suck
i was aiming for at least an A2
and i gt a B3.
i just can't desrcibe this feeling.
and worse i dun even noe shld i retake
YES or NO?
OMG:(
what should i do?
FUCK*
y i lose to her?
and she tink that we will jealousy
HELLO.cum on u oni gt a A2
u dun even had a A1
so dun be so ARR.

anyway went to outdoor drawing today
miss k brought us to the CBD area
for cityscape drawing
it was damn hot
i was sweating through out the whole session.
then she treat us to pizza hut
it was a spread!
7 of us had
2 pizzas, 1 large and regular
2 jar of cola
1 lagsane
1 baked rice
12 drumlets
and different types of deserts.
it really costs her a BOMB
abt 100+ i tink for the whole meal
den after the lunch
weini+shanshan+des+edwin and mie
went to mit up wif
gek+ sheena + raine + yiyang
to catch "THE MAID"
9 of us actually wanted to watch it in PS
but hu noes
sold out
so we went to yishun
wanted 2 booked tickets
but wtf the booking achine sux
so i called yun or qiang to buy for us
yun said she is not free
qiang said he dun ve that money
but when i reach i saw qiang wif his fren
hahaha:D he actually tink abt it
and decided to go around n fork money
for our tickets
but he called mie and i didn't even ans
so ended up buyin the tickets ourselves

anyway "THE MAID"
was more to tragedy than scary
i rate 3 stars
and i actually cried for the show
gek saw mie crying and she was like what the hell
you cried?
HA.yes yes i cried. . .
then went cine to eat and walk walk
didn't buy anitin anyway
in this one month i spent abt $200
on shopping OMG!!!
my bank left 100+
i gonna be dead when mum found out
mayb goona be a liar agn
saying i used it for art?


sigh*i seriously tink tat i really nid to
knock myself against the wall
to buck up
WAKE UP!ZHU!
i can't be in this way
and
2nd . . .
i seriously tink that my attitude
is so CB.
is like when my mood sux
and i am restless
i will start scolding CB.FUCk all tat
WTH i am tinking
more worst i gif pple a so called "DAO" look
like wat i did today
i just glance at this stupid guy
and he walked pass mie ,he scodl mie "DAO"
i was like wtf
i didn't even make u,man
CB CB CB CB CB


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