cry...

finally, told mum about my bad results.
surprisingly, i didn't get any scoldings
and most unexpected was that she told me
i had actually improved.
compared to my mid year results.
should i be happy or guilty?
i asked myself.
happy that i had actually improved
guilty that mum didin't scold me.
i seriously felt that i did badly.

anyway,i feel so feeble these few days.
i feel hot like having fever
but my temperature was 36.7
which was prefectly alright.
or am i stressing myself too much.

and i feel like crying out loud,
but my tears don't flow . . .
i am so depressed.