nothing much
had my chinese "o"level today.
i had a feeling i waste money for it .
ther paper one was ...

nothing

exams are coming.
i am nervous.
and mum kept asking me a same question
over and over again?
did yu study?
yes. i did
i really did .
i am so confused with myself
that it.
gocha gocha
just some pictures

been quite a long time since i blog
nothing much
just being self-obessed again

what the hell?
why does time fly so fast?
my "o" level is just so near .
i havin my practical tomorrow
but i feel blessed as i am in shift four
which means i can sleep till late morning.ha
anyway, i've been reading this book
"the five people you meet in heaven"
and i had learnt a lot from it.
so i am going to share some. . .

sometimes when you
sacrifice something precious,
you're not really losing it.
you're just passing it on to
someone else

holding anger is a poison
it eats you from inside
hating is like a weapon
that attack the person who harm us.
but hatred is a curved blade
and the harm we do,
we do to ourselves.

isn't this words right ?
just so right.

been study these few days.
i reckon that i should buried
myself under all those books
for three weeks.
in order to get the results i want.
wish me good lucks ok?

FUJIWARA

ha. i think my blog had become
promoter.
again, i am introducing some
cute looking jap boys.
ok, good things must share
right?
anyway, here is FUJIWARA
he is such a cutie.
without futher a do,
his profile.
name=fujiwara tatsuya
height= 178
weight=55 kg

GACKT

name= camui gackt
birthday=4.july
height=180cm
habits=smoking
seeing dead people
lurves.
colour=black&white
drink=tea.wine.vodka
food=kimchi.bananas.
egg salad.spaghetti
facts.
he is left-handed
he married before
prefer candle then
electric lights

ha. gackt is a unique man
he is just so hot and sexy

study week

my three weeks of study week
got to start tomorrow
and i had plan my timetable
so i got to study study study
feel damn bored today.
supposed to go out ,
but it was pouring heavily
so stayed at home
took some pictures.
i know i look stupid














i am feeling so gay and
excited when i saw
channel u is showing
"moonchild"
oh my god. gackt is in it
not forgetting lee hom and hyde
here the poster.














i remembered saying i lurve
"GACKT". . .
he is just so handsome or
you can say he is girly-looking
but i just lurve him
i pray hard to get to meet him
one fine day.
forgive me about my insane
over him.

i am so frustated over my
computer.
i just don't know why
there isn't any flash player
so i can't get to view some webby.

me

been busy packing my room
for the whole afternoon.姫=princess in jap.

before and after.

the difference is not very vivid

you just have to look carefully.

full view.

my last day. . .

well . . .
i managed to get out yesterday
and celebrated ader's birthday
she treat us(sheena.gek.me)
sake sushi and i am so so sorry
ader, i ate so much.
took some neoprints
bought a pencilbox and
ader gave me a bracelet.i lurve ya, girl

here the neoprint we took
i enjoy being with them




my new pencilbox
telll me is nice,
isn't it?
i am in lurev with it.
and best i can use
as a pouch



the bracelet that
ader gave me.
cute, right?
my favourite mickey mouse

changed my layout once again.
ichigo=strawberry version.


anyway,
i had my last "class" lesson yesterday.
(what i meant was that i had my lesson
in my class for the very last time)
i am not going back there anymore.

though i had my last"class" lesson
but i still have to get back to school
for english intensive.
and miss kodi shown some compo
wrote by other school.
i was like what the hell?
i am going to fail?
the english that girl used in her
compo was fantastic.
oh my gosh?
i guess i just got to work
double hard.

ok,let's talk about tomorrow.
tomorrow is precious
ADERLENE's birthday.
so i shall wish her a
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY.
i lurve you,ader.
but since i have been grounded
i can't celebrate with her
and worst i am penniless.
sorry, girl.









OH GOD, can't i have a better mum
i just can't stand her
complaining about every tiny little things
it is so bloody helly stupid
SHE SUCKS IN THIS WAY
SHE DOES

i don't know i don't know,

problems seems to encounter
me at every single minute.
and i just don't know
what should i do.
i feel like crying out loud.
but it doesn't solve at all.
oh please
someone just help me
what should i really do?
worst, i start talking rubbish
nonsense lots. . .
i don't know.

by the way,
i changed my layout
and used back my old tagboard

I AM A HARDWORKING ANT?












after what had happened
LIFE STILL HAD TO GO ON, you see.
anyway,
today was just like any sunday.
i had my 3hours long tuition
though my mind was still
wondering on what had happened.
but i really got to buck up
it is not the time for such
nonsense.
it is time for study.
and i had told myself
to forget about that and them
seriously, i got to thanks them
instead they had helped me
realise who is my true friends.
so i should be glad

sigh*i am so fat
damn fat,i have been eating so much since friday.
and this is my dinner
for yesterday.
it looked hot,
but it is yummy,isn't it?
i cooked it
you just got to agree that
i am a great cook!!!
ha:)
it is just instant noodle.

look what this?
interesting?

mama made for me.
it is actually
jackfruit seeds
and i didn't knew
it can be eaten.
it is kinda of nice.
taste a bit like
potatoes.

and here the step to make this,
first .finish your jackfruits,then wash the seeds
boiled them with some teaspoons of salt.
till you can see the skin of the seeds
are coming out.
take them out
peel the skins and eat.
easy?

selfishness.

something happened yesterday.
and this "something" reveal
some masks.
i do agree
"peace and harmony makes a better frienship"
but if such friendship
got to survive under fake smiles
then must well i can forget it. . .
and i know that
"mankind is selfish and no one is perfect"
but when someone you trust as a soulmate
someone you treat as a bestfriend.
because of benefits. she show her selfishness
and after it, said that she treasure this friendship alot.
if she really do,why in the first place,she do it?
will you still be able to trust and treat her the same again?
but for me,the answer is no.
in this world, i detest two type of people
one is "SELFISH",the other is "PROUD"
if i found my friend is in one of it.
ever no matter how disappointed i am
i reckon myself to give up this precious friendship
because i know if it continues,
all the laughter i going to share
will be all done with a mask on
which i don't want and don't need.
so i rather to end it with sweet true memories.

so say i am petty or whatever you want.
i won't care. . .
everyone had their hates and loves.
if you are able to do that first step
then don't blame me .
i rather you backstab me.
at least, i know because of my
badness make you do it
and this bring us closer.really
better than you being selfish
.a best friend should share all the goods and help when there trouble.
but you didn't.
or mayb you did
ya, in times you accompany me
but didn't i accompany you too?

then i realise all the goods and
trouble you share,help were tiny
that even a normal friend can do.
i know i should be thankful
instead of complain it is small
but yes,i am
i really am. . .
and i know you are timid
but at least as a best friend
you won't be walking away
when i am in big trouble.
you should be at least just be
by my side.

I THOUGHT YOU ARE MY SOULMATE
AND OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL BE FOREVER
BUT NOW I WAS WRONG

if you are someone that keep benefit by yourself and walk away
when there is a huge trouble then how would i be able to
accept you as my bestfriend,my soulmate?

i am sorry for throwing temper . . .
but i thought you know i had bad temper
(everyone knows)
anyway, i am thankful for everything.
i am really thankful and sorry for all things.

and i know we would still be friends
but i know the distance won't be closer anymore


after what had happened
gek came my house .
and i always know
she is the one.
the one who brighten up
my life
i lurve you,gurl
somepicture we took
edited by her.


rubbish stuff .ha:)

cry...

finally, told mum about my bad results.
surprisingly, i didn't get any scoldings
and most unexpected was that she told me
i had actually improved.
compared to my mid year results.
should i be happy or guilty?
i asked myself.
happy that i had actually improved
guilty that mum didin't scold me.
i seriously felt that i did badly.

anyway,i feel so feeble these few days.
i feel hot like having fever
but my temperature was 36.7
which was prefectly alright.
or am i stressing myself too much.

and i feel like crying out loud,
but my tears don't flow . . .
i am so depressed.

i just can't stand mediacorp. they always air good shows at night and worst is how can them air that fantastic "Pride" on monday and tuesday making me wait for five days before i can catch another episode of it. sigh* i just got to wait.

introducing Takeuchi Yuko

she has great acting skills and beautiful

with a sweet smile on top of this,

she look like ancient woman

which makes her stand out,